so sorry for your loss. my family has suffered also. Unfortunately, there are so many trolls on ALL social media sites claiming family deaths that people no longer believe you. or if they believe you, your loved one would not have died if they had only....gotten the jab. not gotten the jab. gone to the hospital. not gone to the hospital. taken ivermectin......you get the gist. as a society, I think our 'CARE' button has been broken, and we are going to suffer even worse deaths/permanent disabilities in the future. I don't see us coming back from this for a very very long time - certainly not in my lifetime. find a support group where you can really share your feelings with others who are grieving - it will help. If you belong to a church, a pastor might be someone you can talk to, though I have met a couple crappy ones too.