Take a deep breath, don't let your mind trap you into a negative loop here. You already know your passion in life, seek a legit job that allows you to explore it further, I hope you find the foot in the door you know you should be looking for. If an opportunity comes up but, does not seem the big pay you were looking for, check into it further, IF you can grow within the job w/time, maybe just what you need. I am actually GLAD to see 22yr olds wanting to succeed and GTFO of parent's home.. too many are still there at 30yrs w/no incentive of living their own grand adventure in life and that is what it is, getting out there and grabbing life, making your own path/history, with it instead of wasting it away at home under your parent's shadow. Good faith to you.
Take a deep breath, don't let your mind trap you into a negative loop here. You already know your passion in life, seek a legit job that allows you to explore it further, I hope you find the foot in the door you know you should be looking for. If an opportunity comes up but, does not seem the big pay you were looking for, check into it further, IF you can grow within the job w/time, maybe just what you need. I am actually GLAD to see 22yr olds wanting to succeed and GTFO of parent's home.. too many are still there at 30yrs w/no incentive of living their own grand adventure in life and that is what it is, getting out there and grabbing life, making your own path/history, with it instead of wasting it away at home under your parent's shadow. Good faith to you.