That sounds so rough brother, I can only imagine what that must feel like. I know the cause is so important and I completely understand the need to be constantly fighting. I find myself not being able to think of anything outside of this global information war that is currently happening. I just realized one day after about 5 years that I never could get this out of my head, especially what is happening with the children. I only suggest that you find something outside of this war, could be anything to help you get through your separation and also to mend your mind every now and then.

I very recently got into gardening, I have truly fallen in love with it and love to watch things grow. It's become the only time I truly feel at peace nowadays. I am not saying it has to be that but find something you could take a break on, every now and then. I would say watch a good show but nowadays its so easy to spot the programming and masonic symbolism. We all need our own ways of recharging.

I can assume your partner never believed you or wanted too and it seems as though that ship may have already sailed but find your own island of peace, ask God for guidance in that so that you can carry on. Don't let these troubles collapse you, we need people like us to lead us into the future. I have a lot of faith that you will be alright and I will pray for you, for what it is worth.

Your welcome, I know your halfway around the world but my heart truly feels for you. Stay strong patriot, I know you can weather this storm (we made it this for eh?) Thank you for that though, it is scary to leave home but at this point, its becoming scary to stay home. Keep your faith, and I will keep mines.