We are both in our thirties. My brother gained an incredible understanding of politics at a young age. He is VERY ANTI WOKE, to this day.
He’s always had a full time job, often 40-60 hrs weekly. Single guy, no children. Very upset about the stolen 2020 election, he was convinced we were going to civil war, like HOT war. Stopped working completely about 7 months ago.
He hates the idea of any type of work. Huge ego problem. No longer takes accountability. He stopped all drinking about 3 months ago. I was hoping we might see improvement. He has now achieved, what I believe to be his “final hollow form”. He sucks all joy from the room. He finds pleasure in absolutely nothing. He plays video games but he doesn’t even seem to enjoy those much anymore.
This is a guy who deeply understands the conversations between Jordan Peterson and Sam Harris. He had an INCREDIBLE wealth of self help knowledge. He has rehabilitated two very close friends with severe drug issues, years apart. Both success stories, not outstanding guys, but both turned their lives around.
He is also a huge fan of Jocko (if you’re not familiar, check him out. Legend has it he didn’t want to fill out any paperwork when his service with the SEAL team was up, he just left, end of story).
Today he helped me with a job. Standing near him was unfamiliar. I felt like I was standing next to a stranger. My brother and I were mostly inseparable until our 20’s. I know my brother better than anyone and it wasn’t him. It looked like him but his presence was spooky. I was actually looking forward to time with him today.
My mother, who had to drive him over (since he decided he no longer needs a vehicle) said she also was super disturbed by his presence today. She sobbed nearly half the car ride.
I’m a grown ass man. Being in the presence of my brother had me on the verge of a mental breakdown. He will not allow joy in his presence. He is a master at manipulating any situation into a miserable experience.
If this isn’t demonic possession, I’d greatly appreciate insight or input as to what you may believe we are witnessing.
JESUS CHRIST IS KING!!!!!
Tim
He was raised Catholic. He decided himself to not be confirmed. He is very, very anti establishment. My mother is an INCREDIBLY DEVOUT Catholic, I’m so incredibly proud to call her my mom. Still works to set a great example for her two “thirty something” boys. She attends church each day, prays the rosary daily, sometimes multiple times. She recently informed me she devotes almost every mass to my brother.
He is anti jab.
I’m sorry to say but the suicide is not within my control. It is something I fear most but no one can have him under watch 24/7. No psychotropic drugs or anything else for that matter. If suicide is the end of my brothers life I will be absolutely devastated but the family has already established we have no fool proof method to keep him from killing himself. He once threatened suicide to a mutual friend months ago. I was able to essentially corner him and give an ultimatum. We were able to get him out of his house and he spent some time at my parents. He later acknowledged that he had no intention of suicide but instead only meant to hurt and scare our friend.
The scenario forced my parents and I to have a real discussion. Unless we hold him captive against his will, suicide will always be possible.
So proud of you and your healthy state of mind , No you are not responsible and therefore guilt will never come into play if that were to happen. No one can be responsible for another persons actions , we can do the best we can to keep them safe but we can not stop people from harming themselves ,, children we can guard. Adults are nearly impossible and it's not your responsibility , however it won't happen because we together will bind the spirit of death , suicide , over your brother. No jab, no psychotropic drugs, therefore I would conclude that it's spiritual ! He did quit drinking which can put people in a state of depression feeling almost as if they are living as a different person , but your description sounds much more severe than a dry drunk trying to navigate in a world almost unknown to him now that he's sober, have you been able to get any explanation from him as to why he's so unhappy ? Is he angry ? Please keep me posted , God Bless your mom it has to be so hard on her , I'm praying for her you and Tim
He blames his unhappiness on everything outside of his control. He shows zero drive. He embraces the idea of anarchy. He is very angry. He usually appears emotionless but the anger is hiding at the end of an incredibly short fuse, just beneath the surface.
I hope to take something away from everyone’s input but I’d like to share your comments with my mother. We had a long discussion, earlier today regarding hell on earth, demonic possession.
My mother and I crusade against porn. I believe a number of young men have been possessed by the demons hiding in porn. I believe pornography and video games are the most dangerous forms of media. I believe both have augmented the reality of many young men. Many whom consume this media are very resistant to any conversation demonizing either porn or games.
Movies and television were never sufficient means for capturing the male spirit. Video games and porn were the perfect solution. My brother consumes both.
You are correct! My heart is with you and your mom! It's a battle for his soul and the devil can not win ! You mentioned at the end of your first post ..that Jesus is King! I'm assuming that you know the Lord ! Do you have any believers praying for you and your family ? There is a stronghold that needs to be broken and it gets worse as he entertains the lifestyle that you revealed !