When I was little I had such a curious mind but the public school system and environment around me basically beat it into me that asking questions was wrong and my curiosity was bad and I was dumb for thinking the things i was thinking

Basically my whole teen years and early adult life i hardened myself and became a person who did "trust the science" and took everything at face value while stifling that curiosity in myself.

I will say that this is one side of Q that probably doesn't get as much attention even within our own group. Q revived my curiosity and my inquistivite nature. A lyric from a song I love always resonated with me and it's even more applicable now. "She's a mystic in the sense that she's still mystified by things." I am mystified and curious.

Tartaria, Antarctica, the moon, once you realize the things they lie about everything is up for grabs and everything can be a lie. Anything is possible.