When I was little I had such a curious mind but the public school system and environment around me basically beat it into me that asking questions was wrong and my curiosity was bad and I was dumb for thinking the things i was thinking
Basically my whole teen years and early adult life i hardened myself and became a person who did "trust the science" and took everything at face value while stifling that curiosity in myself.
I will say that this is one side of Q that probably doesn't get as much attention even within our own group. Q revived my curiosity and my inquistivite nature. A lyric from a song I love always resonated with me and it's even more applicable now. "She's a mystic in the sense that she's still mystified by things." I am mystified and curious.
Tartaria, Antarctica, the moon, once you realize the things they lie about everything is up for grabs and everything can be a lie. Anything is possible.
Tartaria and all related topics needs to be more mainstream. This was an emotional one for me because I have always known in my gut that something was off, but didn't know what. After just recently learning about it and going deep into that rabbit hole, I got physically ill for a couple days just processing it all. But, once I pulled myself up, came to realize that it filled that missing piece of my intuitive puzzle and was it was oddly satisfying. There is so much we haven't been privy to that I think the unveiling of even the most basic truths would stonewall most normal people.
Glad you were able to pull yourself out of it Mama. I definitely still have moments of weakness where I have identity crises or out of body feelings but it's worth it I feel to have this curiosity back.
When I was little I had such a curious mind but the public school system and environment around me basically beat it into me that asking questions was wrong and my curiosity was bad and I was dumb for thinking the things i was thinking
Basically my whole teen years and early adult life i hardened myself and became a person who did "trust the science" and took everything at face value while stifling that curiosity in myself.
I will say that this is one side of Q that probably doesn't get as much attention even within our own group. Q revived my curiosity and my inquistivite nature. A lyric from a song I love always resonated with me and it's even more applicable now. "She's a mystic in the sense that she's still mystified by things." I am mystified and curious.
Tartaria, Antarctica, the moon, once you realize the things they lie about everything is up for grabs and everything can be a lie. Anything is possible.
true dat
Well said Blue. I had very similar experiences in my background....be quiet, don't rock the boat, get along.
Learning all the things I've read from this group has woken my curious side again.
Thanks to everyone for all your great posts. I learn so much everyday.
Yes. All of your points are great.
So much THIS. Were you speaking for me?
Tartaria and all related topics needs to be more mainstream. This was an emotional one for me because I have always known in my gut that something was off, but didn't know what. After just recently learning about it and going deep into that rabbit hole, I got physically ill for a couple days just processing it all. But, once I pulled myself up, came to realize that it filled that missing piece of my intuitive puzzle and was it was oddly satisfying. There is so much we haven't been privy to that I think the unveiling of even the most basic truths would stonewall most normal people.
Glad you were able to pull yourself out of it Mama. I definitely still have moments of weakness where I have identity crises or out of body feelings but it's worth it I feel to have this curiosity back.