How bad do you think it really is?
Are we talking: the world is run by pedos bad?
Pedos who are cannibals bad? Adrenochrome?
Or like, they're summoning the demon god Moloch through CERN and getting technology by offering human sacrifices bad?
Do you think the truth would put you in the hospital?
What would you say is the absolute worst case, scariest scenario?
Realizing that our whole life is just one big computer simulation, ala "The Matrix"
Okay yeah that would probably do it for me.
It never bothered you before. Your experience isn't a simulation.
Let's try that different way. You don't live in the "real world", you already live in the simulation of it created by your brain.
It's too early for this. Wait for beer o'clock.