I definitely struggle with anger, especially in light of everything going on around us in the world. I also struggle to remember to lean on God for strength and to sincerely pray for things w/ a believing heart that there is NOTHING in this world that is too big for Him to over come. My husband is a functioning alcoholic and oblivious to a majority of things going on around us, making it very difficult to truly prepare and have a game plan for what’s to come. It’s made me be very aware of my relationship w/ the Lord and my need to lean on Him and trust that He’s in control of my life and will guide me, come what may. “Man plans his ways, but the Lord directs his steps”. Congrats on being sober! I’ll be praying for you in the days to come.