This has been an odd feeling I've been having for the past couple weeks. I feel like I was "baptized" and born again, but I can never really pinpoint when it happened. Over time I lost identity of who I was growing up, as if the lockdowns completely erased all sense of who I was. I still have memories of my younger self of course, but now they don't really feel like they're my memories. A lot of my ambitions remain the same, but I still like there's a lot missing. Think of switching from Windows to Linux and you're still struggling to learn all the features. That's how, I guess, my soul feels.
Anyone else experiencing this? Is this supposed to be a good thing?
yes, had a stroke a few months before the 2016 election, and things have been progressively strange ever since. sometimes wonder if I'm in some type of purgatory and just don't realize it. hope that's not possible.
Before any fucks with you, I want to ensure that you know that this is the base reality that you knew before the stroke. I know things are weird right now, but they are "off" for everyone.
Don't worry. Things will get better.
appreciate the reassurance, good to have you guys to chat with/dont know many people who can talk logically about spirit realm. And yes, I doubt such trickery would be allowable, but things just seem so surreal anymore, and Q has definitely taken it to another level!;)
DId you have a NDE?
not the way i would have expected. was in a coma for a few days/wasn't supposed to make it. and when I woke up, didn't remember any details at first, which i thought was super strange since I've always been somewhat obsessed with what's on the other side.
so this lack of an NDE lead to all kinds of other searching experiences; like QHHT, remote viewing, etc.
fortunately Q came a long before I could try anything else. lots of quackery out there, who try to keep us away from learning about Jesus.
wow that sounds frightening/would be a lot to process, especially with the brain fog:( hopefully you've been able to move on, and don't have to deal with it anymore. think mine was caused by stress (working in a liberal environment was too much)
now that I get to stay home doing much better. Often think this was part of a bigger plan so I'd have to focus/research.