Quite a relatable sentiment. It is definitely frustrating being good at something and not having any way to use it.

I've called it "being an artist without a medium."

I'm thankful that I've found a path doing something I do well, but it was a winding pathway that occasionally demanded of me more than I thought. All you can do is to continue to know yourself as best as possible so you know when the call for you finally arrives.

I wish you the best of luck for your own patience.