I am sorry and this seems selfish considering there are people going through much worse but i have a brother who is really struggling right now.
He is alone in another state and in a really sad place right.
--- update. Thanks so much everyone! God bless you all.
It's never selfish to ask for help for another, fren. We are here to lift up our brothers and sisters. I pray that God will lead your brother to the peace that he is so desperately in need of.