We went through a similar situation trying to find a new doctor for my son, who is disabled and on Medicaid. We finally ended up in Membership Medicine. Thankfully, my son is younger, and the monthly cost isn't too bad. I will be praying for your situation. It is so frustrating. I am living with an incurable neurological condition, and of course my Neuro wanted me to get the vax. When I was asked "why I didn't get it?" I simply responded with "how much time do you have?" They haven't asked since.