She threw up bile and is twitching rght now. if i touch her stomach she cries out to me like she's saying "help me this hurts really bad".
I've never seen her be this way. She's 17 years old. She's laying down now but still twitching. I know animals try to hide their pain from their owners. No vet is open so I suppose I'll take her in the morning. I hate the idea of saying "oh do i spend money on her, or do i think hmm she's really old and getting worse'
I am so sorry for what you are going thru tonight. I have always tried to think of treatment in terms of is this good for my pet or is this because I don't want to lose them yet? Over the years I have done things both ways a run to the nearest emergency vet very expensive and just keep them comfortable and let nature take it's course,. Holding them while the vet gives them the drugs to put them to sleep. Remember all the happy times with your cat.
Thank u for your comment. Usually when i want to feel better I think of all the bad times (like when breaking up with someone).
I will hold her and make sure she sees me before she has to go