I beat a bad oxy/vicodin addiction and alcohol.. spent ten years of my life miserable and drowning in both.. cost me everything. Typical day was 10 norco tens at minimum and a pint of crown.. some days way more. Everything else under the sun too. But I beat it, got several years now.. and my life’s so much better and happier now. I thank God for it daily. It wasn’t easy and it was hard work. I cut everyone out of my life that was cancer.. lost a lotta friends but I’m glad I did.. they didn’t actually care about me and they’re still in the same place.. doing drugs and living with drama. Or dead. If you’ve got a problem, fight for your life.. your family and you deserve to see the other side of it. God is good, I can’t explain how much better my mental health and life are now.. I could ramble about it for hours.

I rarely get cravings, if I do they seem like a reminder of a life so long ago.. and so shitty that it’s its own reminder.