I write this today, because I know I'm not alone in this and others might be feeling the same way as me.
We are going through hard times now. I believe when Q said "The end is not for all of us" I think I know what he was referring. I have a 5 months old girl named Cataleya and we call her Cat or Cathy. I want her to do well, but she wouldn't do well without both of her parents, because I know my husband would not do well alone and will never forgive me if I let my intrusive thoughts win.
I have 3 life insurances that would help my husband and baby girl to do well in these hard times, however, I'm also looking for reasons to keep fighting even if I have to be hungry.
Although, I'm a mental health professional, I'm not doing well myself. I have intrusive thought every day and I fighting them as much as possible. If you are reading this, you are not the only one who feels this way, I can make up excuses and say "ooh, I feel like this because PPSD (Post-partum Stress Disorder), but others genuinely are feeling lost, dejected, and hopeless.
I share this today, because I want to keep fighting for our future generations and our country together and check of those who says "I'm fine".
(This is meant to be a "There IS light at the end of this tunnel" kinda story- what I wished some older person woulda told me when we were struggling) I don't know what other people mean by "do well" bcx we are dirt poor, but I prefer to think of myself as pioneer survivor or a minimalist. I do know that my happiest days were taking care of my babies. Lady frenz would marvel and say they don't know how I do it, but I would say "It's all I do." I was there for them (the kids), just doing what needed to be done. Now they call me from all over just to chat. They know what's happening (Q's plan, satans cabal, end times) and how evil the world is, but they are making friends and have found church families to worship with. I don't worry about any of us "doing well". God is faithful and will never forsake us. I do think the post partum thing needs nutritional attention. A novel is a cheap getaway and fun to look fwd to. And music. Turn some on and dance that baby fat off, lol. (((prayers)))