Over the last couple of years I’ve been the same- slowly working on disengaging from what is false & toxic & trying to focus on the end prize- making My Lord & Savior a priority in this life. This really hits me right at the moment b/c I’m currently staying at my sisters house-a die hard Democrat - quadruple jabbed- however she recently bought a house near the beach & her husband died 3 months later. I herniated my disc a couple weeks ago so I can’t do my normal golf or other things I typically like to do. Anyways- said I’ll spend a few days with her doing what she likes to do- went trinket shopping yesterday- she buys every shiny thing she likes- ok- that’s what makes her happy- she was all happy & on a high yesterday. Today- I said the only thing I have to do is go to church- after that we can get breakfast & do whatever. She like made fun of the people at church- then after breakfast said I want to stop home first to go to the bathroom before we do anything. She was edgy & irritated- opposite of happy yesterday buying trinkets. Ok fine- anyways got home- then said she was gonna lay down for a bit. She’s more interested in the boob tube which I barely watch. By then I was just irritated. She is almost 20 years my senior and I swear it’s like her soul is almost empty. She’s got like 1 thread left. If she was offered the chip right now b/c Gates said it she would do it. All I can do is pray- it’s the only real weapon we have against all this false shit we are surrounded with! It IS the armor of God. Pray people of God pray! Like a 401K account - fill it! The heavens & the earth need us to for Gods will to be done.