We are at a total loss for words. Theodore peacefully passed away in our arms late yesterday morning. He suffered pulmonary hemorrhage and his heart just couldn’t handle the stress. Things were going great right up until they weren’t, we were even able to change his diaper the night before. We had all the hope in the world and the doctors did everything they could for our sweet, beautiful angel, but Jesus called upon him to return, and so he has.
We are going to take some time away from the world to process the loss of our greatest love. Thank you for all your steadfast prayers and support in this trying week. It was a miracle we made it so far in the first place, and every moment was a precious gift. You are forever perfect, my son.
I am so sorry. I cried when Theodore was born, and I am crying at his passing. I am also grateful to God that you got some time with him, and somewhat normalcy with changing his diaper. I am praying hard for you and your family, and praying your strength will see you through this. Praying God sees to it that you accept other children into your hearts in the future, however they may come to you. I also pray that your wife finds peace, as I know in this situation I would feel responsible and like my body was the reason for his early birth. I pray for peace for both of you. come back when you are ready, we will be here and praying for you still.