I went through a separation recently. We were together for over ten years. Although we weren’t married, we might as well have been.

Despite my breakdowns in the recent weeks, the bottom line for me was the truth. She’s an extrovert, surrounded by brain dead drone zombies. We agreed on most things, except every time I shared something with her, she would not ever think for herself. She always had to ask others’ opinion. Here I was fighting this tyranny, sacrificing a lot to fight at the front lines. My concerns were disregarded. In addition to this, she’s also a registered nurse.

I’m only giving you a small fraction of my story. Bottom line is, I could not live any further surrounded by lies, weakness, and this kind of surrender attitude. This wasn’t the future I wanted. And while I was fighting, we would always fight because I was being accused of cheating and/or seeing other people in the process. The distrust and inconsiderate misunderstanding was what did it for me.

I’m breaking down since moving into a house by myself. I have contempt for nearly all of humanity. But I decided I would no longer live surrounded by lies. I was only guilty of one thing, protecting my loved ones and my family. I was met with nothing but disrespect.