Hello,
I've mentioned this a few times on this forum before in passing, and I'd like to give it a little more of a spotlight, and I'd also like to ask the other members here if they've experienced anything similar.
introductory point: I do believe my "third eye" or "pineal gland" is somewhat more developed than some other people's. I believe this because of three points: I live in Hawaii, where there is no fluoride in the drinking water. Supposedly fluoride promotes pineal gland calcification. Second, I am a heavy cannabis user, and I believe that my cannabis use has had an effect on my mind. Some readers might immediately discount my entire account hearing this. I am okay with that. Third, I have "felt" my third eye on numerous occasions. During meditation especially. It feels like pressure. Like a thumb pressing on my forehead. At times the pressure is extreme and uncomfortable.
At times, especially right before bed, where the room is dark, I can SEE swirling shadows, which are distracting, and then I begin to see forms, the silhouettes appear to have faces and upper bodies. They look like ugly people. No horns, no fangs, nothing like that. Just ugly people. Like goblins, I guess.
At a point, they notice I've noticed them, and they begin to wave their hands and arms over their head, almost like they're trying to startle me. They look like they're in fast motion, or that I'm living in slow motion. Sometimes it seems like they're want to charge me with a particularly nasty look on their face. Almost like they're trying to scare me. But that's just the visual portion.
I'm sure we're all familiar with the experience of remembering an embarrassing or humiliating moment of our pasts. I do believe that these "demons" have the capability of reaching into your memory and prompting you with something they believe will cause to to produce "Loosh," a byproduct of a painful thought, which they then consume for sustenance. It seems likely that "demons" are a natural part of the karma release process.
I've also had similar experiences with beings who appeared to be benevolent. One time, I saw two "demons", but for some reason, I could recognize them as two of my childhood friends. As soon as they realized I had recognized them, they began in the same frantic arm waving as their malevolent counterparts, but with a gleeful spirit, in the same fast-motion style.
Has anyone ever had any experiences remotely similar? Kinda putting myself out there, I guess.
I used to do a lot of visualizations - visually healing people or relationships. If I ran into anything negative- I would basically wrap it up visually in like a black plastic garbage bag and then send it back to God to deal with. I would visualize a river of life water- flowing out of God - and at another end like a dam with a trap door- I send those things through the trap door which would send them back to God. I would visually bring sick family & friends into the river to be healed from whatever ailment. A lot of times I would see like green worms all in them & the water would wash them out. Over the last couple of years I’ve taken my faith in Jesus more seriously and now pray prayers of protection for my family & nation. I use Holy Water & bless my house & food monthly or sometimes weekly. I’m a pretty upbeat person- usually can always see the glass is 1/2 full. Well This past Saturday my daughter had her first house party. Earlier in the day I had went to a special mass and adoration of our Lords transfiguration. So my daughter is 29 & married (to a man) and had most of her friends there (some live next door). Anyways.. they are good kids but it was like a bag of skittles. All of her friends are gay - male or female- one wore a mask that he wrote BLM on in marker. The party went off without a hitch - but the next day I was hit with such a heaviness- almost a depression really. I just felt like sobbing. I went shopping to get my son a bday present & even the cashier said something to me like you don’t seem happy to be shopping. I’m not a big shopper to begin with- but I thought this isn’t like me. I felt something may have attached to me to oppress me and make me feel this way. Someone had given me a chaplet of St. Michael & the 9 choirs of angels to say for spiritual protection so I said it and blessed myself with holy water. I immediately felt the heaviness lift and within a few hours was feeling like my old self. Im now trying to add that chaplet to my daily prayers. The spiritual battle for souls is real and that’s really what all this life is all about. Trying to keep on the Godly path and trying to drag friends & family along- even if they’re kicking & screaming like I once did. Im not sure why Im typing all this but maybe it will help someone else out there.