Just going to leave this here, for no particular reason; gonna pop some corn now:
In 'Think Big and Kick Ass: In Business and in Life', Trump dedicates Chapter 6 to the importance of getting revenge on people who wronged him. “My motto is: Always get even,” he wrote. “When somebody screws you, screw them back in spades.” Read the rest here:
https://www.newswars.com/always-get-even-trump-book-dedicates-chapter-to-getting-revenge-on-enemies/
I cleanse my mind by working out at the gym 5 days a week. It's my sanctuary where I keep fit for whatever is coming. And I'm a couple years older than you, so yeah, no excuses.