Is anyone else witnessing suicide in their circles of family / friends?
Today was #3 in just the last 10 days. Havent had anyone close who has done this in my life - but these last 10 days there has been 3 (2 attempted, 1 suicide).
This is a tough post.
I pass on this with no ill intentions... the world is broken. We may have our support structure here and we can meme and laugh at the mockery of civilization that is on display in our movie but the world is awakening and not coping well. The people I know who are attempting / taking their life are hit by great depression style impacts (some bad decisions that unraveled, some medical, some personal) top it off with a bleak outlook on the future and they had no will to move forward - add in the copious amounts of anti-depressants and drugs and we are here.
The war we are facing is more then just exposure of the matrix - reflect on that movie (matrix) - it took an oracle with a vision to help guide Neo into holding on for his part in saving humanity. The same is true for each and everyone of us - we need to be the oracles and provide guidance and support - not just meme about eating popcorn and joking about Biden's failures.
I’ve suffered from severe depression most of my life, I’ve spent at least half of my life wanting to kill myself every day. And I mean every day! I was fortunate enough to find some decent psychologist and psychiatrist. I told them both straight up, yes I’m suicidal, but I will never commit suicide because I will never do that to my family. I I can’t imagine doing that to my family and leaving them behind with that type of grief. I don’t know what’s worse… Wanting to kill yourself, or wanting to kill you self - and knowing that you just can’t do it! This is the torment I live with most of my life. It became a joke with me amongst close family and friends - Suicide is a Luxury! Haha
But in all seriousness, I’ve actually found a great treatment for depression which is ketamine infusions, I’ve returned my life to Christ, I go to church weekly, a women’s Bible study weekly, and read God‘s word with my mother every morning. For the first time in my life, I can actually say that I have some happiness, peace, joy, and love.
I find the whole idea of this preposterous, because really we’re living through the worst times in history, and for some reason… I just have a peace about me. Even with all the bad news, the doomers, etc.… I just don’t give into that misery! I can finally say I feel truly free! And I have to give all the credit to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!
I personally do not know anybody who has recently tried to kill themselves, I am grateful for that because I thought my daughter was headed down that path. But God turn that around as well! If there’s anybody out there who know somebody, or is wanting to do that to themselves… Seek Christ! Look into ketamine infusions for treatment resistant depression near you. It’s a literally changed my entire life.
Tough subject yes, but God bless all and have a great night!
Hang in there fren! A new brave world is ahead! 99% of people have no idea what these demons have been using against us and it must remain that way for humanity! Nothing is what it seems!
Yeah it’s been a long hard road, but my awakening, in my faith in Christ, has really turned things around. It feels good to actually wake up happy and not cry all day long. God bless you and have a great night!