No, I don’t think your thoughts are f____d up. I agree with you entirely. My youngest sister died in 2017, 2 days after Christmas. Healthy, as far as we knew, shoveled snow and got in her car and died with the car running. Autopsy showed nothing-brain and heart looked fine, no drugs, etc. I assume she had a cardiac arrhythmia and the Lord took her to be with our parents. She lived alone, but I am glad she did not have to live through this chaos. My older sister did not get the shot, but my niece and nephew did to “protect” her. I pray that my sister does not live to see the agony they will go through as a result of the Covid shot, because that will surely kill her.