You aren’t alone. It is indeed becoming harder and harder to connect with people as the world grows darker. Even many/most in the church don’t want to see the evil that has spread throughout the world. I’ve got a fairly large circle of friends, coworkers, and family… but really the only ones that see the big picture and what is taking place are my parents. A lot of spiritual warfare and most seem to be unable to fully employ discernment, or just don’t have enough courage/desire to seek truth.