Gosh I got a lot of replies, I am trying to respond to all! Thank you a lot I’ve only been on it for maybe almost a year but I’m done with my doctors I’m so over it and don’t want another dose of that shit I don’t even want to go back just to taper off of it I’m so fucking done with doctors orders and being mentally ill I’m so fucking tired of it. I’ve tried to quit cold turkey twice and just ended up making myself suffer both times but my doctor is incompetent and a fucking big pharma worshipper so I didn’t dare talk to my medical overlords about going off their “fix” and I made the choice to go cold turkey myself. I’ll do it. I’ll suffer. I’ll make it through. Who knows. Maybe I actually need the Lexapro to save my life. Sigh.