I've prayed for years to get past the fear but every time something like this comes up Infind myself in full panic attack

I rejected all end time theology long ago, I find the literal interpretation of Revelation to be completely false, but I really like the spiritual interpretation of Revelation. I'm not scared of what Jesus is doing, he deos it in us first, then through us to the whole creation, all will be freed from the bondage of corruption. Check out that Revelation series I've been posting.