Sorry for your troubles. Not to sound insensitive. But When Trump endorsed the shot, honestly I lost all faith in him. I didn’t want to hear what else he had to say. Then it got me thinking beyond my own pain. The new world, if it is to be bright, cannot thrive with people that are blind against their own god given intuition. Intuition would have at least set you on the path to learn that the shot is bad news. But those who were too blind, didn’t listen and accepted the mark.. I mean shot. So Trumps endorsement got me thinking that maybe the new world is only for those who past the test and listen to their intuition, even against his endorsement, and that are still connected to source information. (Saved) Marked with the seal. But the rest, that accepted the beast fully, The rest have timers. Like numbers you can almost see on their heads. Immune deficiency, cancers, strokes and clots, heart failure. There are worse ways to go. Drowning in floods. Meteor crash and burning. Suffocating and burning in world changing volcano, Starvation, fatal war injury, gulags, Nursing home filled with racist. This way average death, hospice, and hospital deathbeds… is a pretty average normal way to go,… just accelerate the timing a few decades. Hopefully this catastrophe Forrest fire will give an opportunity to the Forrest to regrow stronger than before. More fruitful.