I discuss the feeling of "not fitting in," and why actually in a world that is/and has been insane, why it is impossible to fully fit in once you see more layers of the nature of this reality and how it is structured.
Howdie Mickoski
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I’ve never really fit in, always felt more like an observer of others than an actual participant in most social occasions. What’s made it worse is that I’ve had people over a dozen times in the last few years tell me that I “give off serial killer vibes”, which is frankly beyond fucked up.
I miss a few verbal and body language social cues, have a high vocabulary level, and be a little bit on the spectrum, and I’m suddenly a suspect to be the next Ted Bundy or Jeffery Dahmer! These are people who don’t know me, finding suspicion in my kind and honest demeanor, making wild assumptions of someone who has no sociopathic tendencies, for the crime of trying to socialize while being socially awkward.
It really seems to be telling that this society is sick, when strangers can feel so comfortable labeling someone else, looking to make decent connections founded on good intentions, as one of the worst things a person can be, and frankly just makes me want to give up on most people, and wait for the hopeful society reset the WH have in store, before trying again
I've got that problem also.
When other people are in a flap about something trivial, and I suggest something rational to solve the issue, I'm accused of being difficult and strange.
I guess I'm expected to play along with their madness as they build a mole hill into a mountain of insanity.
Not this little Black duck. I'm not going to play that game!
“I’m mad!”
“Here’s a solution”
“I don’t want a solution, I want to be mad!”
...it is sad when just being friendly classifies one as a "freak".....
In the military I lost count of the "you look like you're going to shoot someone"
Like bro, just leave me alone and mind your own business. Kek