A few days ago I lost my husband of 12 years. He was only 32 years old, and died in his sleep.
I know he was a regular on this site, and I hope I see him again in the kingdom of heaven.
I honestly don’t know what to do with myself yet. Everything is a painful reminder of our life together.
I’m just asking for prayers during this difficult time.
(He was not vaccinated)
Im so sorry for your pain. I know what loss is. Son died 2018 and husband in 2019. It's brutal. Just keep breathing. And please keep your memories alive. I prayed alot, and received Visitations from them both that sustained my soul enough so that after 4 long years, I no longer wanted or hoped to die, I began to have contentment as I know I will see them again. Take care dear friend. Live for those that still depend on you as it will be enough for now.
Thank you. I saw my mother in a dream when she passed, and I was hoping he would visit me as well. He hasn’t yet.
I wrote up my dreams and used them as exemption material to avoid mandatory vax. The last dream of my son was him sitting on a couch in a room with windows. It said to him you shouldn't be here bc you're dead, but since you are, I'm going to hug you. I could smell him, it was so real. I said what do you see out your window so I can find you again. He told me and what he saw was different than what I saw looking over his shoulder out my window. I knew then that he was looking from heaven and me from Earth and I wouldn't see him again. I miss him still.
Please stay around. We will be here for you.