"Wishing Well"

If I could take a picture of my brain

Ashes in a field, and my mansion burnt to frames

Locked inside the basement is the people that I blame

For the pain, and a field of smoking embers in the rain

Smoke settled and now all I smell is sulfur

Making offerings to circling vultures

Killing all the parts of me that learned to dream in color

Because keeping them alive would mean they'd always have to suffer

Then I blinked and got lost in the instance

I got so far and all it cost me was distance

Fire in the air, I made ash from my kingdom

And fell flat on my back from flipping off the system

It's not right that when I jumped I did not take flight

And now the voices in my head keep saying they got it right

Now I'm terrified of heights, and I'm blind to all the lights

Tying shit around my neck tryna put stars into my nights

Don't come wishing at my well

Saying that you miss me and you hope I find myself

You and your well wishes

See you in hell bitches

Keep your two pennies up in that jar that's on your shelf

Y'all don't know me no more

There's a couple people that I wanna see

But I'm trying not to get in trouble with my feet

Walk a string of bad decisions, She been known to go repeat

With a head full of issues she tell everyone I meet

I used to have compassion for her. Think that they were asking for her

Didn't understand why they would break her when they can't restore her

Then there's blood on the floor I see black

This wouldn't have fucking happened if I didn't find your knife in my back

Don't you ever think you fueled my fire, or left me inspired

Like hitting rock bottom was just what I required

How when the perfect all faded and I was left on the wire

Bet you expected me to up and retire

You fuckin flake. How am I'm doing fucking great

I just feel a crushing pain with every breath I fucking take, take, take

But as I bring my mansion to the ground

Brick by brick I build a castle in the clouds

Don't come wishing at my well

Saying that you miss me and you hope I find myself

You and your well wishes

See you in hell bitches

Keep your two pennies up in that jar that's on your shelf

Y'all don't know me no more