There is no peace, there is so safety. 90 in the pouring rain because I’m dying to feel something. The matrix has me so drained, Q has been a light for me to see in the tunnel. Yet all it’s done is expose me to even more darkness. The world will never be as it was when I was a child? When do we get out of this rat race of survival? 3.40 for a single Gatorade today… I don’t make enough to support the family I have how am I to grow or ever leave something for my children?
I’m so burdened by the slow knife frens. I can’t be alone, WWG1WGA, I just want to reach the good part. NCSWIC right?
Right there with you. I do the only thing I can do and that's take it one day at a time. Everyday I battle with thoughts of 'I can't continue to live in this environment (world).' Usually I need just one specific thought to break that though, 'This is how Jesus must have felt. I'm in good company.' Might be a cognitive self-trick involved, but somehow that gives me a boost of fortitude.
[I've also recently come across a Christ-ian tie in to buddhism and 'shakras'. Looked into that stuff before and it didn't seem to 'work' for me...eventually classified it as woo-woo bull-dung, but there might be something there. I gave it another go with new perspective and I'm feeling sensations of 'the river' flowing...remains to be seen if there's any 'gain', but at the very least it's given me a pathway into meditation (that I struggled with before) and a good 30 minutes each day sitting quietly and 'listening' to my body. https://www.bitchute.com/video/v7O3VkW0siZ0/ Here's the video, certainly has a better foundation than New Age Shakra stuff. Maybe not your thing, just sharing what's getting me through atm.
I saved it I’ll check it out for sure. Thanks.
Wim Hof [Iceman Breathing] helped me when learning to meditate. Just make sure to read the instructions (Description) before starting to get an idea and be in a comfy space. Tingling in the arms/legs is kind of normal, just watch out for light headed-ness at which point just slow down breathing a bit.
https://odysee.com/@WrongthinkInc:e/Pineal-Gland-Breathing-Activation--Wim-Hof--5-rounds---40-breathsrehostedonlbry:4