There is no peace, there is so safety. 90 in the pouring rain because I’m dying to feel something. The matrix has me so drained, Q has been a light for me to see in the tunnel. Yet all it’s done is expose me to even more darkness. The world will never be as it was when I was a child? When do we get out of this rat race of survival? 3.40 for a single Gatorade today… I don’t make enough to support the family I have how am I to grow or ever leave something for my children?
I’m so burdened by the slow knife frens. I can’t be alone, WWG1WGA, I just want to reach the good part. NCSWIC right?
Hey Kyle. I'm sorry you are feeling this way. Honestly I've felt this way too. I was screaming into the darkness here trying to get some one, any one, to reassure me there was a fight happing .
I trusted that there was a plan but since nothing was happening that actually impacted the normies attitude, it felt futile.
I trust God but am smart enough to know a whole bunch of bad could happen, even generations of bad could happen before he helped. The damage happening and the people being hurt made it feel like we could never recover if something didn't happen, and soon all could be lost.
Since the McCarthy show I've been at peace. Do I trust him, IDK. But I trust that there is a fight going on. Even if we lose, we will have tried.
I don't have much in advice. Mostly because I've walked in your shoes and everything anyone said seemed like platitudes or Q post's on some delta. But I will tell you this. As hard as it is to step away, try to get a few mins to your self every day. Get outside, be creative, pic a paper out of the honey do jar. You need to feel some normalcy. And remember Mr Roger saying to find the good guy in every bad thing. If you find the good guys are still fighting it may help you like it did me. Thank God for Geatz, Boebert and Biggs. They gave me hope.
Bless you and prayers out to you,