Blushwood seeds being sold on Etsy, the berries sold on Alibaba.Once pharm gets a hold, it will be wiped off the otc availability, the seeds will be patented, controlled and withheld and growing the plant will require a license .Amazon has the tincture from the berry, with the same compound measured.If you don't go that way, I am sure it's all over the place. To have all of this available, it must have been known and used before this report Funny I never heard of it, this is like, my main interest, natural medicines. Probably would be wise to read more up on it, research honest providers, and put some up.