Nephew was a good soul - was a marine - got a chicken dinner for smoking weed about 10 years ago- made it through everything- anyways none of that matters now. He struggled to get straight- He always struggled with low self esteem even as a young child - his father didn’t help. I’m asking for prayers for my sister- she lost her husband May 2022 - now found her son dead in his room. He was 38. I can’t even cry- this is my second nephew these drug cartels have taken. I’m tired of the open borders- I’m tired of the lack of faith in God -I’m tired of the immense amount of evil in this world. Don’t pray for me - I ask for quick prayers for my sister Kathleen to get through this- she was just starting to come out of the doldrums of her husband dying in May 2022. - he had dementia and (mysteriously) all his organs shut down & Alzheimer’s went from 18 years to 18 months. Anyways now Im Starting 2023 with another fucking funeral!! WTF - this will be a mix of fentanyl or something. My husband recently started watching El Chapo series & is now awakened to our government corruption- highly recommend if you have conservative family that don’t believe the conspiracy theories- this could push them over the edge. My husband (longtime Republican) now sees our government is totally corrupt - always thought I went left to way extreme right lol.Anyways pray for my sister & pray for her faith - she really really needs it.