Today, two of us went out to walk by the beach in Massachusetts State Park. (Google Maps Satellite) The river (actually a giant lake) is ~750 ft wide and very deep. There's a Boat Club with several ramps. It is a beautiful serene place.
We noticed we were the only two people in the park. As we approached the beach, we nearly collided with a man (Hispanic / Middle-Eastern, 20-30 years old) swiftly walking behind us. It appeared that he was late for a meeting. The man was wearing a thick black winter coat (backwards), big boots and heavy backpack.
The man ran onto a narrow boat ramp. I thought: "What is he doing? Waiting for a boat?" The man was ~140ft away from us. He was pacing back and forth on the ramp. Suddenly, he stopped, turned and fell backwards into the river. He wailed one last time. Then his head submerged into the deep water below.
Guy from the Boat Club ran onto the ramp. He looked down into the river and yelled: "Motherf--ker!" He quickly ran back into the Club shouting to his fellow employee: "Call 911!"
Within ~10 minutes, an armada of police and EMT arrived on the scene. We counted 50+ officers and emergency personnel, two divers, three ambulances and two fire trucks. It took them almost an hour to locate the guy's lifeless body in the deep waters and bring it onshore.
I felt completely numb. I have watched many gruesome videos on LiveLeak (people getting electrocuted, shot, fall from roof, run over by cars, airplanes crashing and burning, etc). In those instances, innocent people died by accident.
But I hate people who kill themselves. This guy was in his prime. Yet he was a coward. He could not deal with his problems, so he decided to "unplug" himself. Now his parents, siblings, girlfriend will be suffering. What a waste.
Let me remind you: You are not alone. Everyone has dark thoughts. This is Satan whispering into your ear. Pray to God. Don't give up. Never give up. If you have bad feelings, reach out and let someone help you. Don't be a coward. Do not commit suicide. May God bless you.
Kinda bothers me when someone criticizes someone for committing suicide and calls them a coward. For one it's just not a good word to use. Ending ones life and risking eternity in Hell or purgatory or as a ghost- I can't call people that do this cowards. Sure they ran away from whatever in life became too intense to handle but we have no idea what exactly they felt like inside or what it's like inside that person's mind.
I once heard someone describe their mental issues in a really good way, saying that living inside their own mind was like living in a very dangerous neighborhood. For some people, it's harder than we can imagine.
I’ve often said that in my opinion it takes a strong constitution and somewhat of a brave person to do something like that if you will! To me Coward doesn’t fit the description in most cases! I myself have lived through many horrors that for most would of been enough to push one’s mind off a cliff , bridge or pier! By the grace of God I never attempted and often joked I was to much of a coward to do something like that . So I agree for many reasons they are not cowards it actually takes a lot of balls ! Of course there are always the acception , and my heart breaks for anyone so desperate to do this !
Agreed with everything you said… I have been there. Many times. Too many times and am sure, that if not for God’s Hand on my, I would not be here today.
From the outside, I had an enviable life but no one knew anything then surface stuff.
If anything, we should feel pity for the loss of a soul that couldn’t see their way through and say a prayer
Some of the people who end their lives this way are yes mentally unstable, mentally ill , but many aren’t , they were perfectly fine until some tragic situation entered their lives and they felt as though they could no longer deal or process through the pain that manifested from the situation. For some it’s physical , chronic pain , others emotional and of course mental. there are also suicide demons speaking to the vulnerable or desperate, the devil has all kinds of ways to destroy humanity. Yes it’s extreamly sad , it’s natural for those left to feel angry as they work through their grief , the ones dealing with the loss have the right to heal in their own way and I’ve never heard any of them use coward when expressing their anger and sadness . It’s a tough go to tragically kill yourself , it’s a form of murder , murdering the life that caused oneself so much anguish ! Compassion is a force that can change and save lives ,,, yes we must be kind and pray for those hurting.