Heavenly Father we love you so much. You constantly amaze me day after day, moment by moment. You glory last forever. Father show us how we can serve you best. Mold us into a people that worship you. One people under God. If any are hurting, Father heal them and strengthen them so they can return back to the fight ready to go. We love you. Let you kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. In Jesus Christ glorious name amen
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I know I don't come to you often fren. Like I should. Tomorrow is the 10 yr anniversary of my Mom passing away. And I'm having a hard time. Remembering all I should have said and done in days prior that I didn't. She passed suddenly massive heart attack, nothing we could've done. I wasn't their . I was out of town working. It's such a blow even this many years later. Sje was all that I had. My dad got killed when I was little. I didn't tell her happy valentine day because I was mad at her. And her bday is in March. I said to self, I'll call her then. Laugh kn me. Sje died 2 days later. And I never got to speak to her again! Sorry fren. Tough night. Thank you for listening.
I'm just blessed you shared this with me regardless of how often u share stuff with me. I'm sorry your holding onto such a heavy weight. We often look back at situation and say we could have done more. It's human nature. All we can truly do is live in the present and plan for the kingdom.. focus on the good moments you shared with her. Those will last because they are good. I'm truly sorry to hear. I can't even begin to imagine that pain. I might not have the best words always but I am here if u wanna vent. I'm willing to talk whenever. U don't have to hold this alone. Love u. God bless. Praying for u
Thank you so very much! I think I have guilt remorse. I didn't call her on valentknes day because I was mad. And said, oh I'll just call her on her bday. And dang.. never got the chance. And here I am 10 yrs later trying so hard not to bully myself. I live with it everyday. I know I can't change it. I know my mom loved me. And I know she knows I loved her. Just wish looking back ,I'd have done things differently. Thank you so very much fren.
Let's focus on the good then. What's your favorite memory you had with her. I know it's easy to get in the "I could have done something different" mindset. And of course. I'm truly blessed u would share your heart with me. I don't know much but I will always be a friendly voice for u
Well let's see, she loved music and loved to dance. As do I. Another thing I've passed onto my son. Oh oh here's one. One night along time ago, early 2000's there was a meteor shower I wanted to watch but I was getting g off work late. Golly. When I got home, she had the comforter in the yard, hot chocolate of course ready the boom box. For us to listen to music and glare up to the stars and count meteors. Such a great mom! Then we both eventually fell asleep outside. Just her and I. 🥰
Lol ok, this sounds silly. When I was 16 I had the typical girl heartbreak. It was bedtime and I was sobbing. So, next thing I know, my mom comes in with a tray of 2 cups of hot chocolate with marshmallows cream on top. And sits down beside me. And asks me why I'm crying. First time I think I looked at her as " normal" not a mom. I told her my boy heartbreak story. She handed me the cup of hot chocolate and took hers, then proceeded to tell me about her first heartbreak. I'll never forget it! When my son had his first heartbreak, I did the exact same thing for him!
Aww that's beautiful. I love that u passed it down. Hold onto that sis. We all mess up. Not everyone seeks to make the good the focus though. Would u be willing to share another story?
Now thank you soooo very much have me remember a lot of stories fun times with my mom! God bless you fren! 🥰😇😇
Of course fren. I knew they were in there. Darkness often has a way of clouding our minds don't let it take those positive moments from you and turn you and your mom's story into anything other than a journey of love and growth. Love you fren. U can reach out to me whenever
Amen.
Amen.