I am going with 3. I am 55 and in an extremely precarious financial state BUT I have a growing business, a beautiful wife who is WAY more awake than even I am, two fine young (surprisingly conservative) sons and a steadfast understanding that God wins. I am FAR from stress-free but I have learned to tune out the chaos and connect to God. That peace is priceless and keeps me grounded. I wasted years with partying and foolish decisions but, the way I see it, those decisions led me to this place...and I would not have it any other way. There will be plenty of pain coming but I will fight for the things that matter and we will win this war.
I am going with 3. I am 55 and in an extremely precarious financial state BUT I have a growing business, a beautiful wife who is WAY more awake than even I am, two fine young (surprisingly conservative) sons and a steadfast understanding that God wins. I am FAR from stress-free but I have learned to tune out the chaos and connect to God. That peace is priceless and keeps me grounded. I wasted years with partying and foolish decisions but, the way I see it, those decisions led me to this place...and I would not have it any other way. There will be plenty of pain coming but I will fight for the things that matter and we will win this war.