God has a way of working my fren. I too have a prodigal, he has pretty much disowned the entire family and I havent spoken to him in about 2 years. I have no idea where he is or whats happening( i could find him, but he would keep running) I feel your pain and anguish. It is heartbreaking. Remember they can run from us but not from God. Please know you can reach out to me anytime to yell, scream, pray ❤️. These prayers have helped me a lot. They are Not only for your son but yourself. I will keep you both in my prayers. https://inhisimage.movie/media/g3bfp4j1/prodigal-prayer-guide_final_withcover.pdf