August 22, 2022. I’ve been wanting to post here ever since then, but haven’t had the heart. It was very sudden and unexpected and my world has been turned upside down ever since then. I’m not sure how much he posted, I think he may have mostly commented, but I know for sure he had a tab open on his phone and his computer all of the time so he could read as much as possible. He kept me in the loop and I’ve been absolutely lost without him. I don’t know anyone personally who is as intelligent as he was. When all of the things going on in the world overwhelmed me he helped me keep my head on straight. I knew him long enough to know he had an impeccable bullshit detector. I let him weed through a lot of it for me and then he’d share the important stuff with me. I miss the conversations we had so very much. He was only 55. I turned 56 in December. He always told me he married me because I’m smart. But honestly I’m quite lost and a little bewildered at this point and really looking to connect with someone who’d like to talk. I’ve never had any luck standing out on a message board like this. I just get lost in the crowd. Ask me anything if you think you’d like to chat, text, email etc, but want to know more first. I honestly think this is what he would want me to do.