“Poverty Spirit “ you nailed it ! This is what disgusts me ! Poverty is a lazy mentality not to mention siding with the devil ! Honestly I try to stay compassionate to the few who are weak as in , not strong minded , but kind people . But I don’t know many as I tend to stay away from people, very few people I trust or can tolerate. I know that sounds harsh but it’s just true. Any one who bought into this are not the kind of people I want to be around as I don’t have patience for stupid , not to mention we are at war and I don’t want dead weight around me ! I really have a hard time understanding how anyone was stupid enough to believe this lie , it is inconceivable! “Don’t demand absolution from me “ is another true and good statement . I agree with you 100 percent, I’ve put so many square pegs in round holes, if you can’t got over or under it, knock the friggin thing down , defeat and failure isn’t an option . I guess like you I try to sow compassion , but deep down I have to admit how I really feel .. there was another way , you just didn’t take it! As for me , I’ll scream until I draw a crowd and then I’ll sneak away through the middle of them .. I’m not going any where I don’t want to go and I’m not doing anything I don’t want to do! There is always a way out !