All my friends and fam are there and I'd be leaving everyone behind, or stay in AZ and start my own biz in 2 yrs..
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Well, I didn’t know you had cancer. You definitely want a job with insurance for that. However; fenbenzodole should help with that. Anyway, it’s a huge decision to make
At one time in my life, I used to work those long shifts. We worked five on, five off, two on, and two off. I don’t think it added up to 40 hours completely, I think it was 38 hours. But still. It was an awesome schedule. 810s would be perfect.
I’ve got some huge decisions to make, it is, God is on your side, it’s the right decision. Just make sure it’s really him that’s telling you to go, because if it’s not in his will, it will be a disaster. Take it from me… You don’t wanna go that route. Regrets or a bad experience in a bad feeling, and the thing is it takes a long time to get through those bad decisions.
Like you said, at your age, do you want to come back at a later time, and then try and start over.
One thing weighing on my mind, I grew up in a state that up until recently wages were garbage due to retirees moving in and taking jobs at low wages. It didn't matter to them bc of the fact that they had a retirement pension and the only they worked for were the insurance benefits so employers didn't pay much but offered good insurance benefits. It was a nightmare for so long and made it hard to make an income. I watched friends in big cities make a killing at my same age. Mentally it messed up alot of people my age and destroyed many dudes, most people my age ended up in just a party lifestyle, drugs, booze, it just wrecked my generation in this state
Oh and yeah cancer isn't just the tumor, I found out that in actually cuts you down to the soul. You come to terms that you inside your own body failed yourself, a bout of deep depression and sorrow like I've never seen. On top of that a close cousin that's late stage cancer at 47, reminds me of horrible memories
Bummer dude! Keep your eyes on Jesus