My God , I’m so sorry ! Brain_ dead on here is an incredible dog lover and prayer warrior I’m going to have her pray for you and your dog ,, when u search the post look for brain_dead and drop her a hello, tell her I sent you ,, I’ll let her know as well . Contact prayer garden or other frens on here who pray , it’s when it’s all we have that God really shows Himself powerfully! What part of the country are ,, blue state that’s quiet a few to guess from , I am deeply sorry for your loss of both your mom and dad , they murdered your mom , they must pay for their horrific crimes .