If you held a gun to my head and had me start reciting Q posts, I would probably just lie on the floor and take a piece of chalk and draw an outline. I think it goes deeper than that. I may not be able to recall all the Q posts, but can tell you that I have experienced something of a paradigm shift in thinking over the past five years and now see things more clearly, albeit with a higher level of mistrust than I've ever had in my life.