Thanks for saying all that. I unfortunately was also a victim of abuse as a child, and I forgave my attacker a long time ago. At least in my heart because I never saw the person again in life. God and man both have laws that can deal with people that harm children, although admittedly man's law is fairly limited due partially, as many are now finding out, to the lawmakers own dark proclivities. It's unfortunate that people allow the sins of others to justify acquiescing to the voice of the beast within, and then somehow think their target's greater sins will pardon their own. As you said it's part of the negative cycle trap that has been perpetuated by the world of darkness for too long, and then this has been further overamplified by decades of Hollywood programing.

The teachings of Jesus are meant to break this negative cycle loop of the satanic world and it's troubling that there are good people who still can't see that.

Although, I feel like it should be fairly obvious that if you are fantasizing about torturing and murdering others for their evils that you are not exactly listening to Christ's teachings.

Repay no one evil for evil, but give thought to do what is honorable in the sight of all. If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.