September 26th appx 3:30 PM You Never let Me Go

When I took my herbal supplement for back pain (the only non addictive natural medicine I have found that works. I do NOT like not being loopy and drifty and unable to think or function so I am very careful about taking the right dosage so I remain clear headed, yet somehow this morning I must’ve taken a whole dose. I was beginning to feel quite drifty and loopy. I was running bathwater and I really needed a bath. As I stood outside the tub I prayed, “Lord, please help me be clear headed and don’t let me fall asleep or hit my head.” I got undressed and went to use the toilet. Then I heard, “Come here.” And I felt the Lord’s presence. At first I failed to answer. Then I heard again “Come here.” “Just a moment” I responded as held my head down and crossed my arms so that He wouldn’t see my nakedness. Then I heard “Why just a moment?” “Because I am ashamed”, I responded. “Of what, my child? He asked. “Of everything of done. I’m not worthy.” I sobbed. Then Jesus stood in front of me several feet away He held out his hands with His palms up and I saw huge holes through HIs wrists. “Remember what I did for you.” He said Then clear, commanding and urgent, “Come Up Here!” I stood up completely naked to obey, then I mumbled “plus I was finishing going to the bathroom.” Then I heard, “My child, I made you.” I was then was on my knees right in front of the thrones of God. Jesus sat next to Him. And I threw my arms around His ankles and clung to Him sobbing “Abba Abba, Father. You have always been a Daddy for me, when my earthly Dad couldn’t be. You have always been there for me. They were both massive and both glowed brilliant white light and I saw God’s hair as white and curly as wool and I could just make out features through the radiating light. Jesus had dark curly hair and a white robe on. I could see the majority of God’s face though a small portion of face on the left (left to me, His right) was a slight shadow where I could not yet see. God knew that I was curious before I asked why. “Because my child, you could not yet withstand the brilliance of my whole glory, But soon you will, all will be revealed”. Then He reached under my arms to lift me up but I clung to His ankles not wanting to let go. As He tugged again, I finally let go. Father God raised me and set me on His lap. He held me there in His embrace for a few moments, as I sobbed uncontrollably. Then He brought me to His face and I saw the whole brilliance and glory of God and as I looked at His glorious radiant face shining in all of His brilliance. “I love you.” He told me. His face just exemplified love and kindness.
Then I watched as the Father and Son became one. Suddenly I noticed beside God’s throne a beautiful green dragon serpent rose up slowly out of the ground. It rose up so much that it’s head was just above the side of God’s throne. It’s face was an angry snarl. It angled it’s head downward as though to strike, then a massive foot appeared above it’s head and pushed slowly and deliberately down upon the serpent’s head all the way into the ground, then He lifted His foot, God showed me a small pile of dust. All this time I was held safely in God’s hands. I quickly got in the tub and bathed, then as I was about to get out, I heard. “Call Allan in here and tell him about this. I said, “. Lord, can I dry off and dress first?” Call him in now and share it with him.” Was the reply. I called Allan in and shared it with him.
I said to myself I have to write this down, “Write it down, but wait a moment. Then I prayed, “Lord, don’t let me forget this.” I then asked God. “Lord, if you sent me Chippy (the baby squirrel I rescued from Blanca, my lab and am nursing back to health) and you want me to keep him, I am getting attached to him” and he has begun playing with me. “Then provide all the supplies I will need to care for him and keep him safe. Help me teach the dogs to be friends with him and not harm him. But if you don’t want me to keep him, tell me and I’ll let him go. Either way, show me Lord and please let me watch him grow up and grow old. Let him also stay a friend of mine.”
I had just finished this prayer when I began hearing singing. “Let the angels sing Hoooly, Let the earth reply, Hoooly All creation sing Hoooly And we’ll testify Worthy is the Lammmb” Hoooly Hoooly hooly Worthy is, the lamb.” And we’ll all bow down HOOOLY And we’ll see God’s crown HOOOLY Worthy is the laaamb

Then I saw a large choir Wearing purple robes Behind them were massive sized angels With giant wings who began singing with the choir. I was reaching for my phone when I heard, “Put down the phone, write it in your journal, you will need to do some editing, I want you to be sure to get it all right and don’t forget anything or get something incorrect, then I want you to share it.”

Psalm 96:9 Worship the LORD in the splendor of his holiness; tremble before him, all the earth.

Psalm 30:4 Sing the praises of the LORD, you his faithful people; praise his holy name.

isaiah 6:3 They were calling out to each other, “Holy, holy, holy is the LORD of Heaven’s Armies! The whole earth is filled with his glory!”

Ezekiel 20:40 For on my holy mountain, the high mountain of Israel, declares the Sovereign LORD, there in the land all the people of Israel will serve me, and there I will accept them. There I will require your offerings and your choice gifts, along with all your holy sacrifices.

Leviticus 19:2 “Speak to the entire assembly of Israel and say to them: ‘Be holy because I, the LORD your God, am holy.

1 Thessalonians 3:13 May he strengthen your hearts so that you will be blameless and holy in the presence of our God and Father when our Lord Jesus comes with all his holy ones.

1 Peter 2:4 “He himself bore our sins” in his body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; “by his wounds you have been healed.” jWinters