Ok let's get the positives out there then. I think you are awake as well. However awake is not a light switch so there is always deeper truths and they aren't always 1,2,3 in order type things. I think you are genuinely speaking your mind in love and not getting angry which I respect. When you started to describe things I began to paint a picture that I saw was aligned with where I once was. So my words are simply share my experience. At the end of the day we don't have to agree. Maybe seeds will just get planted. That's why I brought up the thought of us both praying on each other's words. I didn't mean for them to come off in the negative way so if they did I apologize. I'm sure we would have much more fluid Convo in voice chat. However since it's text chat we must truly push aside our egos and seek to truly take each other's words to Jesus.

I wrestle for a long time on much of this stuff and the question of why so many Christians reject stuff. If you give Jesus the glory it clears up a lot of this stuff and new paths open up :)

Oops deleted one of my messages by mistake 😕