Read the Bible. Even if you aren't religious, it offers a great many passages of wisdom to help us all see our way more clearly and hold ourselves at peace during chaotic times.

Not really easy to start at page 1 and treat it as a page turner, but search for verses related to a keyword you are feeling - worry, sadness, anger, love, etc... - and you will find guidance beyond simple faith.

Chickens for eggs and meat are also another good prep, if you want a more direct answer, beyond tying it into your exploration into Christ.