The answer is already in your heart. If you have a lamp, do you put it on the table or under the bed? Worry not what you will eat or clothes you wear for God even takes care of the birds and the untouched fields. He knows the number of hairs on your head.

The system is evil, world is evil because they're in darkness. God is light. If you read the New Testament and learn more about Jesus, trying putting yourself in his shoes and follow him through his journey. You'll slowly start to understand WHY Jesus said what he said, did what he did. Why?

You'll be confused at first because you're trying to understand it from a man's point of view. God is light and love. If you try to leave behind your old ideas and ways of thinking and based your understanding from unconditional love and compassion and 100% holiness, purity, grace and glory point of view, you'll begin to understand how Jesus felt and the immense sadness he had to overcome to the point of coming to acceptance that there is only one way to save humanity.

Jesus first miracle was turning water into wine. He said you cannot put new wine into old wine. You'd need a new skin to put the new wine in. Your whole mentality based on human experience has to be thrown out the window. To become a new man, born again in Christ, baptized in water (John the baptist) and fire (Jesus is fire =holy spirit) and read the Bible, add prayers and songs and worship. Trust God wholeheartedly so that you will truly see and hear. When you're confused and going through a storm, hold Jesus' hands and He will calm the storm down (in your heart) and lead you on the right path. You won't understand everything at first but faith is like a muscle. Use it everyday and it will grow stronger. It becomes your life's journey.