Dear frens,
UPDATE
Thank you for all your prayers, dears frens.
Thursday, 7.00 p.m. Berlin time
So I visited her also today and after being there for a while it was better, not so much just when I arrived. She is well, but still not so well mentally due to the anasthesia, she has still some problems with orientation. I just heard now via phone that she had a panic attack seeing someone standing at her bed close to her. Not so good. They gave her a drug against panic attacks. Not so good in my view. I told them to call me, if it happens again so that I can once again drive to the hospital and be with her.
Please pray for the recovery of her inner peace, confidence and full mental/emotional strength and clarity. Thank you.
While being there in the afternoon I felt relieve for myself and regained my old inner strength and peace back. So whoever prayed 4 hours ago for me (3.00 p.m. Berlin time) - thank you so much, I felt it immediately!!!
Thursday 12.00 a.m. Berlin time
So far the surgery on Wednesday was successful, so far no fear of inflammation values rising. But low blood pressure, but she has pain and seems not to be fully able to communicate. I was there after the surgery when she was still under the narcotic influence and hoped that it would be better today.
Next hour I will be with her again to check that. I hope this will improve soon. I keep you updated.
All your support helped so very much, glad to have you, because my levels of braveness are weakened through the last years.
(due to the anasthesia yesterday, she was uttering cries every 10 minutes not fully conscious. Normally I can handle such things being fully in my capacity of caring for the other. At the moment not so much. I need more inner strength to stay useful for her.)
Tuesday
today we have been told that my mother has colon cancer and for Wednesday the surgery to remove it has been set.
The last year, after the death of her oldest daughter, my sister, was not a good year for her and her health was fading away. Now the cause has been found, it was due to the cancer. And yes, she took the vax (one J&J), I could not prevent it unfortunately. Ivermectin is not available here in Germany and also the time is too short.
The part after the successful surgery will be the crucial part due to her age. I have a good and hopeful feeling, but would appreciate your prayers as support for her.
Thank you very much, dear frens. God bless and protect you and your family.
I also had the J&J which on research I evaluated as OK. No problems with me or other frens who had the J&J. Thankfully!
Surgery to remove cancer is OK. It is the chemotherapy and radiation which attack the body and immune system which is so harmful, and there are alternatives.
So sorry for the loss of your sister! The loss of a child is devastating for any mother!
Surgery is good, when it is necessary. Praying that is the case and that it goes well.
Dear ArmyLady, thank you for your prayer.
Yes I also have the feeling that this surgery is the right way. Chemotherapy will not be done and it would kill my mother for sure. As soon as she will be better I hope that I can get some Ivermectin or will work with Artemisia Annua which I already have used.
My husband was surgically cured of colon cancer. Took a few weeks of recovery. He did not need any chemo or radiation which would be hard on your mother. May our Loving God wrap his healing arms around your mother and bring her through this surgery. Prayers to you, friend.
Dear IwantmyCountryback, thank you for these encouraging words and your prayers. It helps a lot to read about your husbands experience and recovery. God bless and protect both of you and your family.
Much love to you and your mother 🙏🏼
Ivermectin is good but I’ve hear the dog dewormer is better.
On a spiritual side of things, forgiveness is important to opening the door to healing. Forgiving parents, and God for something he may or may not have done but we thought he did .
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Thank you Tankstir, for your kind support and you are right, Forgiveness is the opening door to healing and the greatest gift for us. I will pray over that as well for me and my mother.