I said something rude to someone today and I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times. One time I said someone on a tv drama should get poison ivy and a few days later I got poison ivy. I feel like God punishes me right away to keep me on a straight path and I can't sleep at night if I hurt or offended someone else. You're telling me these people do these horrible shits day in and out without any consequences or conscience or remorse? Incredible.. but I wouldn't wish to be them even if it makes me a billionaire.