The Bank of Crooks And Criminals
Endless Lies. Endless Wars. Endless Inflation.
JOE LANGE
MAR 11, 2024
(badlands.substack.com)
Cabal History
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You know frens, as long as I've been in this "game," it still "upsets" me to no end when I read things like this. It makes me feel like such an ass-faced idiot that I let myself be duped into joining the Navy over a series of lies and damned lies, which then led to untold pain and misery not just in my life, but in the lives of my family and my fellow Brothers and Sisters in arms. I've lost a lot of great people in my life to these asshats and [their] schemes. Destroyed my body. My mond. My soul. The guilt I carry now is almost unbearable. I thought I had moved past this pain, but as I'm typing this out, I'm struggling with holding back the pain, the memories of my fallen friends, the pain I inflicted on innocent lives, and the misery I brought to my family, most importantly the pain I wrought on th one person who was able to helpe heal, my now ex wife. I'm literally sobbing while I type this out. I feel like I've let down those who looks to e for strength and protection, and it's something I don't wish anybody to be forced to feel.
I'm stuck in the past and I don't know how to get past this, or if I ever will be able to. I have so much anger and hatred now (directed at [them] but more importantly at myself) that I don't just want to watch these asshats hang, I want to be the one who pulls the gallows lever. I know it's wrong to feel this way, but I don't know anything else at this point.
I'm suffering now, because of my past, and I don't know how to rectify it.
I don't think you should feel guilty. You were lied to, and that isn't on you. You can absolutely be angry at them, since they're the ones who did this to you. But your conscience can be clear since you were lied to. We were all lied to. Your buddies were lied to. The blood in not on your hands. It is on theirs, and we all turn our gaze at them now. All of us, military and civilian alike, we know who did this, and we are looking at you. And we are coming for you. They will pay for the blood they shed and the lives they ruined. They will pay in this life and in the next.